You stole thunder of a thunder
When a smile flashed upon your lips
Blessed are those who chanced upon
To witness such a amazement
You stole my nights
With your unlimited thoughts
A flowery smile that you smiled
Brought the joy of thousand smiles to me.
Words fail to express
How your smile changes my world
It's a spark of a light
In my darkness filled night.
I'm amazed how easy it has become
To write a poem about you
One mood of yours
Brings thousand words in mind.
Thousand times I have stared
Into your smiling eyes
That gapes at my lonely soul
And sees beyond my fake smiles
Where am I, I often wonder
When walking alone in rain and thunder
This is not where I want to be
Without the warmth of arms of thee
Dragon queen I often called you
Sun is pale in front of you
Fire you burned still burns brightly
Flaming my dreams at sleepless nights.
Crawling back into old habits
Familiar I am with old scars
Too dumb I am to even bother
What kills me like a black poison
Have I told you lately
How wonderful I used to feel
When I was around you
And my soul began to heal
Have I told you lately
I miss warmth of your arms
It meant a world to me
Spares me of all the harms
Have I told you lately
How every breath reminds me of you
Like a thirst reminding of water
In the desert of gloom.
Have I told you lately
How less do I sleep
Your memories haunting me
Like hundred swords unsheathed
Have I told you lately
What wine does to me
A gallon of it inside me
Still your memory isn't weak
Have I told you lately
How I cannot help but weep
When the memory of that night rushes back
When you said, "You're sweet."
Words feels like a weak medium
To tell you how I feel
I bow my head and let out a tear
For all the word to see.
I still remember that time
When I opened my eyes for first time
"You're beautiful" she said with tears
"I'll never let you cry"
I tumbled through my first steps
You held my hands so right
"Just one more step, sweet little boy "
She said with consoling smile
You spoiled me with the rich gifts
And showered me with selfless love
My welfare was your only thought
This memory will ever preserve.
You pushed me and pushed me
When I was too tired to rise
In this cruel world I was failing again
Until you held my back.
Thank you is too small a word
I know I can never repay
For giving me this gift of life
And keeping me away from harms.
Even After all these Years
And all these seasons
The memory of your smile
Is a warm embrace.
Nought there's a night
Neither a day
That I don't remember you
And become your prey.
I pray and pray
For the day
When I shall see you again
And this song to play
But the time has come
For this thought to slay
To hug this pillow
And to sleep I sway.
Close you were
Once upon a time
When sky felt blue
As Blue as now I am.
There were so many birds
And sheeps in herds
That brought a hope
Of peace for a nerd
The beers I drank
And vodkas too
To forget your memories
But that won't do.
Love is a drug
And so are you
Fuck off from my mind
Why won't you?
