Magical Pain

Wasn't I supposed to forget you?
After all you did to me.
You left me alive, still breathing
While I was dead inside

When will I stop scratching
The surface of old pains
I scream and scream so loud inside
It hurts my heart and brain

Your thoughts have far exceeded
The reality of your self
You are an angel in my mind
In real you're just some girl

Nights have become so painful
Barely do I sleep
Every breath reminds me of you
And your spotless smile

Miles away you are from me
But your thoughts are always near
May almighty keep you happy
And hope you'd always smile.

Tell me how

Is air around you made of magic?
Or made by God Rhollor.
Thousand of things in my mind
But your thoughts still stand taller.

Troubles elude my mind
When I see your smiling face
Like a snow melting
Under the summer haze

How can I define what is beauty
You give it a new meaning everyday
You rock my mind with your micey tricks
You always know the way

Comparisons

How can I properly express how I feel
When I have never felt this good before
How can I compare you to anything
When nothing compares to you.

Within thoughts within thoughts within thoughts
You are deep inside my every thought
I Don't know where one emerges and other ends
For this is strange and new.